OXIDANT | ENGINE : Issue 4
Jessica Cogar
THE RIVER IS BEAUTIFUL BUT WHICH RIVER ARE WE TALKING ABOUT
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Ohio’s third season is deconstruction as in: what is being built will never be built as in: Ohio asks for my trust and I give it frequently trust that spills I ask Ohio what to do when a spill becomes a flow and it says leave me
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Do you know that the Iroquois call the Ohio river a creek that continuously spills/gives
I learn after that fact river is for things like the Mississippi
that the Grand River is not big enough for its name
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that Ohio doesn’t even own most of its river.
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The Hockhocking is not a river either bottle/gourd spill-flow that sings its beginning
I fail to the learn the song of waterfall I ask Ohio to sing it again and it says we call it the
Hocking now, the maps you’re reading are outdated.
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And what of the river that oozes rather than flows where one does not drown but decay
I ask Ohio what to do when a flow becomes an ooze and it says Burn
The crooked jawbone was river enough to burn Cuyahoga cried and Ohio looked away, no need
to commemorate a second burning.
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I stand in the river of many fish and its water says take there is plenty I ask this river what to call it and it says Home as in: always enough as in: no invitation necessary. I go back to this river in winter and summer there are signs that warn against eating its fish
the river says trust me
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the river feeds Ohio’s gods just fine I am one of the beautiful river people it does not matter which river I came from
Jessica Cogar is a northeast Ohio native who earned her MA in creative writing from Ohio University. Her work has appeared or is forthcoming in Santa Ana River Review, small po[r]tions, decomP MagazinE and elsewhere. Recently she was a finalist for the Arcturus Magazine's 2017 Swati Award in Poetry sponsored by the Chicago Review of Books. She is currently an MFA candidate at the University of Mississippi.